The way we do things
The way I talk to my friends has changed. We all live disparate lives, connected only by the (hopefully more than)occasional ping of a Whatsapp message, a Skype call or a Facebook notification. More than one important friend has moved away from Singapore, some for longer periods than others. I don't think I'll ever get over the sterility of re-connecting with someone with a glass screen for a mediator. But I will learn to make do. This is the way we live now and I think it i
Trust
So for some time I've been sitting around being really miserable about the onslaught of stressors that have turned my life into a sudden worldwind. This LDR thing confused me. Because for a while. You see, I thought that I was being "tested" by "life". But I didn't quite understand what the test was. But many miserable hours later I think I've kinda got a handle on it. This misery at is crux is fuelled by my fear of trust. You see I know I can trust G. There is not a shadow o
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